"To me fearless is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts, lots of them. To me, fearless is living inspite of things that scare you to death. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again, even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's fearless to have faith that someday things are gonna change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breath without them. I think it's fearless to fall for your best friend even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing. I think it's fearless to stop believing them. It's fearless to say you're NOT sorry, and walk away. I think, loving someone despite what people think is fearless. I think allowing yourself crying on the bathroom floor is fearless. Letting go is fearless. Then, moving on and being alright.. that's fearless too. But, no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever afters. That's why I write these songs cause I think love is FEARLESS."
                                                     -Taylor Swift
Okay, this girl is amazing. I'm a fan and I agree with what she quoted. It is true, you know we all get hurt at some point of our lives, more than once or twice by people we love in anyway. But that doesn't stop us from not trusting anyone else ahead. We just have to be cautious. I guess? Cause it's true, when someone breaks your trust especially when you least expected it, it hurts like hell.
I've been hurt quite a lot by different people in different kind of situations. At first, I was like "why me!?" but you realize with time that these experiences just make you a stronger person inside. Even though I might have thought that I have dissipated a few people, or just lost touch or whatever you call it. Now I feel I have so many more people, different people, nice people. 

Recently, I was talking to this friend, about how fast year 10 is going by and all the stuff we have ahead of it. In a few months, most of our lives are gonna change. Completely. People are gonna move and most importantly grow up? Really, because changes always took place, it's the only thing that is so constant. But, after grade 8, changes, changes, changes, different experiences, very different and sometimes you feel like you're not even the exact same person anymore. Maybe you've turned into a better person or worse.
I'm really excited about the future, but who knows what lies ahead right? That's the best and worst part of life that you don't know what's gonna happen next. I love the present, no matter the drama or lies, my life is beautiful, everyone's is, everyone goes through their own battles but it's a part of god's tests and, the past is gone long back and there's nothing I can do to bring it back or change what it had, but there's the future and I'll try my best to make it beautiful and worth living for. I just wanna live a life I'm gonna remember, even if I don't write it down.
 Someone once told me "you're lucky you have drama in your life, it's not boring." But it's annoying! Drama is on a pause right now. But rewind, so many lies, pointless fights, bitchiness, people hiding the truth but at the end of it all, I learn. And someone once wrote; "Not one moment is wasted in life, for even when you're alone, you learn" 

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Anonymous said...

Lovely post (:

wondering shadows said...

i love taylor !.
she's totally inspiring.
and your words too :)

Huda Merchant said...

thank you anonymous user ;-)

Wondering shadows,

aww thanks, that means alot :)

I know right, I love taylor swift, she's amazing =D

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