Dare you to move, like today never happened..


You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices. Or you can fight back. Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world. That's just the way it is. But for the most part, you get what you give. Rest of your life is being shaped right now..with the dreams you chase, the choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts now!
                                - One tree hill

I really love one tree hill, like really. I know many people think it's just another high school drama soap where people just break up and make out and stuff. But, believe me I don't even watch 90210 or gossip girl. But, I watch one tree hill. Sometimes, I feel I can relate to some part of the characters you know. 
    I mean all of us do get confused, don't really know what to do, who to trust, what choices to make and what exactly to be. You know I have been going through this really weird phrase where some old friends have been drifting away. I mean they practically meant the world and I always thought nothing would change that but guess what, time just changed everything. In a space of just a few months, things have changed tremendously. It's depressing,really. When people you expect so much from, ditch you. 
   I know, people say.. friends come and friends go, I always argued about that. I guess having expectations end up in disappointment. But, I can guarantee that out of all those friends there are a few who would never leave you and may not be there when you WANT them but are always there when you NEED them.
  And oh, you know FAKE people, those who think they're oh so cool. They piss me off! REALLY! Why do they need to pretend? why can't they just be themselves, as simple as that! BE YOURSELF. Nothing bad with that right.You're really cool that way.
   Apart, from all this crap, lately.. I have been facing too many changes as well. Well, some are good but most of it is just crap. I know everything's gonna fall into the right place at once but still. It hurts.
 And OMG, I miss Jeddah. So surprising. I used to wait desperately to come to Pune. But I really wanna go back now. My sister and brother are coming back this time for a year, so it's gonna be so perfect. And I miss my friends back in my compound. We had some EPIC times. I still laugh randomly at the most random moments we have. They make me happy and they aint bitchy ;) we DON'T bitch or back-stab, not at all :D Just laugh and have some fun. And I'm glad I'm  still gonna have like a month when I get back until school restarts. And right before I left, I made a couple of new friends out there and trust me,they are beyond amazing :) 

Lost a few friends, gained a few. All for good? 

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wondering shadows said...

i couldn't agree with you more!
really love this one
as it also related to me once.

Huda Merchant said...

It hurts, right.

And,thank you :)

QM said...

I hate those fake people a LOT! like why on earth would they try to be something they're not?

Glad you wrote bout this cause I've been through this before and it's comforting to know that we're not alone :)

Huda Merchant said...

Now I'm glad, I'm not alone :)

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